My whole life, i've been toyed with, bullied, intimidated, an out cast.
But, ever thought of what it'd be like if you could just be the total opposite.. one of the popular kids or some one who had enough courage to stand up to bullies.. to make them just go away. ahaha, well that just wouldn't be life.. now would it?
I'm quite use to all this now, i have adapted. but i always have that feeling that i'm missing. even though i have a boyfriend, i have many friends who care about me, i have family that supports me in what ever i do. so wouldn't you think that i'd be completely happy with my life? I suppose i should be. But thing is, my friends.. 3/4 of them are guys. yes i do love them, and yes they mean the world to me. but thing is, i've noticed that most of the time they're looking at my chest instead of my eyes.. i hate it.! like i'm not a toy.! i have feelings. you don't see me looking at their package now do you. I just find it so irritating that alot guys look at girls like their a new toy. where as most girls just look at a guy like their a person, they're equal to them. they don't look like some thing you take use a couple times then toss away as if nothing happened..
But oh well, its life right ?? It goes on.